Hey there :)

Fighter and razor thanks for caring ! I'm fine . But this lately i feel like i wanna give up on everything..i feel worthless,useless and stupid. i keep cutting and it make me feel better :) still thinking when will all of this will be over. getting tired of everything.. i've been thinking about suicide too much this lately.. god,help me. can i just cut my pulse? i'm still here because all of you and i think i should leave very soon.i'm in pain everyday. that changed me. made me a harder person,a worst person. and i'm alone . i'm not strong enough to face everything and i just want to be happy.nobody care about me..they hate me. i'm useless ,worthless. just kill me so that you dont have to face this useless people. Sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I’m missing out on right now, and all the people who I’m not close to anymore, and all of the good times that will never happen again, and all the people who meant the world to me who have forgotten about me forever, and I get this awful feeling that’s kind of like a mix between loneliness and nostalgia. i'm lost...goodbye.
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